I May Have Spoken Too Soon.



I’m Back with a new adventure. And hopefully get some guidance…

I should start by brushing over what happened with Mr. B and me. I broke every rule and fell in love with him!! Even worse, I actually believed he loved me too. (Cliché? I know!! Trust me, I’m not proud of this)

Here’s what happened…
Brian had asked for me to try to be what he called his “homestead queen” he was no longer married and my marriage with my soon to be ex husband was going no where.

I accepted knowing full well there would be many changes in my lifestyle and very few in his.(he wanted a ready-made family) HAHAHAAAA!!!!
I started working towards being what he wanted me to be, a gardener, which I have to say I have proudly accomplished in a short period of time with almost no guidance and the most stupid and embarrassing thing… I BOUGHT A CHICKEN!!! (Don’t judge me! In my defense I was gonna give it to him as a gift when his chicken coop was ready) Mathilda was the first thing I kicked to the curb, of course.

Anyway after all this, Monday comes and Mr. B says he no longer has a place for me, because he has met Lupita who is a redhaired Mexican beauty who kisses like dead fish( please be aware, he had asked that I not be jealous of Lupita because he was SO NOT attracted to her, blah, blah) he now says he has not has sex with her yet… HAHAHAAAAA (that’s rich)and he proposed we remain friends with benefits. (I know I sound angry)… A proposal, I have accepted…

I’m hurt but I refuse to give into my sadness, so I got back to boxing! Yes. I will never accept it in public, but it helps with the anger and confusion.

I have met two people that I find interesting. One is like I said might be,a woman, her name is America and she is gorgeous. She has long red hair(I don’t think it’s natural, though) huge boobs like mine and she’s overall really sexy. She is 100%Lesbian, and has invited me to play with her partner, who looks A LOT, like a man. And a good looking one at that…

The other one is, of course a man. He’s always been my friend, but he recently admitted to wanting more. He is 42, he is a soldier and he has rock hard abs. I Have known this guy for quite some time and we’ve had some really amazing, passionate, hot and steamy,make out sessions. As hard as it is to believe, we have never had sex. Not that I didn’t want to, specially when I was sitting on top of him and could feel his very erect cock knocking on my ladyhood. However, I am very proud to announce, I exercised some very amazing self control and stopped his advances, because I had an agreement with Mr. B that we would not fuck other people, so unlike him. I kept my promise (such a fool WE’RE CHEATERS, he an I. We are NOT supposed to keep our promises!!….)

Anyway, now that Mr. B wants out… Maybe I should let someone new in…?…too soon?

Dear Readers, it hurts to accept that I want to keep playing with Mr. B, to still be his slut and get all the fun…
…or should I just move on and realize some fantasies on my own.

Remember…Mr. and I have amazing sexual adventures together, and a new partner may bring some disappointment I’m already used to certain things… And I’m after all an orgasm junkie.


Let Me Give You a Hand


Amber wrote recently about embracing the blowjob (fellatio). That got me to thinking about the most overlooked sexual experience, the hand job. You may be thinking, hell a hand job is just masturbating with someone else’s hand. Well, maybe so. But when applied correctly, the hand job is a long drawn out tease that will leave him with a teeth quaking climax.

Like women, each man has a combination of pressure, speed, and rhythm that affords a climax. As a woman, if you can master the hand job, you will know his every response to each of the variables and or combinations of variables.  Okay, you caught me, yes I am an engineer.

And ladies, once you master this, you can prolong his climax as long as you want. Imagine him clutching the sheets begging you to let him cum. That opposed to grabbing the back of your head and forcing your throat down on to his shaft. Pretty cool huh?

Consider this if you will. Once you know how a fingertip brushed just under the head of his cock stimulates him, you can apply that same touch with your tongue. When you know what rhythm gets him off, you can play that during fellatio or intercourse to delay climax or to get him there when you want him to be there.

I will promise you this. If you extend his pleasure by just 5 minutes, you will have him asking for more. If you give him a teeth aching toe curling experience, you will become the most talented lover he has ever had. And you can learn how to do this with the simple hand job.

Here are two links that a Google search turned up. There is even a YouTube video (Of Course) on giving a hand job.

I urge you to go forth and wank!



About me


Welcome to my blog,

The purpose of this blog is to serve me as a journal.  Detailing the story of how my perspective, life and feelings have and will continue to change since meeting the other character in this chapter of my life,and through my day to day interactions with him.

How? I don’t know; but the point is I’m here. and so is he. We will call him Brian.

Why? I couldn’t say. I’m an incredibly selfish person I guess. My husband is a very loving man.

About Me.  I’m just a girl who fell (more like dropped herself) into an extramarital affair. I have been “happily married” for 7 years and found Brian about 6 months ago.  I’ve always considered myself an unfaithful wife.I tried to be faithful. I actually rejected many offers, but the fact remains, I’m having an affair now, and I am enjoying every minute of it!… sue me!

About Him: He is exasperating!!! he is handsome(just ask him!), the same as every man; a philanderer, yet he is the most unique. caring, loving, compassionate, fun, interesting, and delicious man I ever met.